There i was in a random Condominium in Damansara Jaya. Living half of my life here. It's already like a second home to me.. Whenever i missed my two rascals F & H,i'll be there. And whenever they miss me,i'll be standing rite at their doorstep. We were so close to each other.. Like a family. A family of our own that no one else could ever have. ;)
Most of the time we spent was just at home. Still remembered the time when we watch two movies called " Lovely Bones" and "Where The Wild Thing Are" . I personally would say that i wasn't really interested to watch these kinds of movies before but then,after watching these two movies,it somehow caught my interest.
Besides watching DVD's,we often watch the National Geographic channel on Astro too. Listening to different genres of music,from slow sentimental songs to Trance and House. Playing cards,chit chatting,taking funny pictures of ourselves via web cam,and even "flying" high.. HEHE :p
We'd had the same routine going on almost every single day when i was with them. But not once i ever felt bored. Every second we had together was just PRICELESS.. :)
We used to stay up late at night and wake up late,having our showers late,cracking our heads of what to eat each and everyday,we had a very simple but wonderful life together..
They were everything to me..They were kind to me,concern about me,and cares for me a lot too.. I can recall that there were several times when i dozed off to bed sometimes early on my working days,i felt that i was nicely and gently covered with blankets to keep me warm. But at that time i just pretended that i was already deeply asleep which actually i was half awake. ;p
Every single thing i've experienced with them was just beautiful. Those memories that we had was something that i'd never encountered before in my life. And i appreciate them very much.
There was this one time we spent a night out for a Birthday Party of a friend of mine in ROOTZ Club Lot 10 KL. I was extremely drunk that night and it was still so early. HAHA ;D
I made a fool out of myself that night actually.. At first i thought that i want to give them a good time,entertain them,making sure that they're perfectly enjoying themselves. Cause previously we did go to other clubs before without me enjoying much. I was such a boring guy previously. So i thought,i wanna get drunk just a little more than the previous ones just to be more "active" in the club. For them. But then it turned out that i had too much. I kept drink drink drink and then i was drunk drunk drunk. HAHA ;DD
It was my stupidity and mistake i admit it. And also felt dissappointed of me not enjoying with them though. After a while,i woke up feeling a lil better from the alcohol level that is in me,i just walked straight to the toilet to wash my face and also vomited to keep myself just a little better.
When i returned to the table,i heard that F was busy looking for me.. Asking everyone that passes by her "where's edy?" "nampak edy tak?" . She was so concern about me. And then i just sat at the table, F approached me asking whether i'm feeling okay or not, and said that is it okay if she dances with other people and added that she "sayang" me. lalalala so sweet. HAHA ;D
Not long after that,there was a fight between the group of people that i am with,and some fellas from the table next to us. Everything became so "kelam kabut". There were shouts and screams and glass breaking here and there... Everything was just a mess! A Birthday celebration that supposed to be filled with joy and happiness became a nightmare. Everyone was drunk obviously. So i don't blame anyone for this.
What i was more concern about at that time that F & H wasn't hurt. I tried to find them here and there. Finally i found them outside the club. It was smart of them too knowing that there's a fight,they went out straight away. I worried my heart out thinking of did anything bad happened to them. But thank GOD that nothing serious happened to the both of them.
I blamed myself though. If i wouldn't have been so drunk,i might be dancing with them elsewhere and not even getting involve in what happened. And we would and could have enjoyed the night,together. But i failed to do so. -_-'
Well,we were still close with each other though.
When comes the time where i had to go back home,i felt like i was missing something and i felt empty too. Looking forward to meet them again each and everytime when i'm not with them..
Remember the times we had "Maggie Goreng","Nasi Goreng Kampung",Mc'Donalds, KFC,stuffing our little tummies with junk foods and chocolates together? All we do is just eat eat eat and eat kan? biasalah asyik makan sayur je mesti la lapar betol tak ? Heeee ;p
I'm closer to H though. She's been like a lil sister to me. We even sometimes communicate in mandarin as she also was from a chinese's school before. Shared secrets and problems with each other,cheering one another up when feeling down,almost everything stupid that i do or say,makes her laugh her lungs out. ;P
H is a great person,a great friend that anyone could ever have.. ;)
Although she does seems to have problems with guys,but most of the time shes a very easy going,happy go lucky kind of girl. She doesn't eat chicken for it'll make her tummy ache. She loves it when i make her laugh and i really missed her saying to me " don't look at me! don't talk to me!" is because sometimes i just seemed to make her laugh so hard that she can't stand it anymore. HAHA :D
She loves to dress more like a rock-star kinda girl than to dress like any other girl does. She often pronounce words and sentences wrongly. This is the part where i'll start teasing her and making her laugh again. HAHA :D
F is the one who i teases " mata bantal " for some reasons.. ;P
She's a sweet,shy at times,laughs hardly,and screams whenever i poke her waist ;P
She loves to eat Maggie Goreng and chocolates. A lot. Always reminded her to eat rice at least once a day! Eating Maggie all the time is not good! degil ! !
Listening to songs is her favourite thing to do. A little lazy too some times! ni dah mandi ke belum haa??!
I have to say,i just love it when she slowly brushes my hair,teasing me,annoying me at times,being strict to me just to tease me and i might also say,almost everything i see in her just pleases me.
Both F & H can even read each other's minds!!! Omaigod! Omaigod! HAHA :DD
There's just too many memories that we had in such a short period of time and it is just impossible for me to forget every single bittersweet memories the 3 of us shared and had.
But we can never run away from problems rite? So sometimes,whatever bad situation we have,can effect what we used to have.. And it causes changes in every way..I don't think none of us would wanted it to be this way.. But shit happens in life. We just have to deal with it..
I'll always pray for the best for both F & H .Ohh GOD knows how much i wished to be with the both of u still .. and forever ..
But time passes,life changes,somehow,people change too..
Like it or not,we just have to follow with the flow as F always quoted..
I miss the both of u so damn much.. Miss me too? IMK . HAHA :DD
Ijir Li ! Ijir Li ! :)
Currently Listening to Till The Sky Falls Down by Armin Van Buren
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